The recent episode of Bunga Citra Lestari (BCL)’s YouTube show “Dear Love…” gave viewers an exclusive look behind her first public appearance since the death of her husband, Ashraf Sinclair.
The Indonesian starlet was seen addressing the negative remarks left by netizens surrounding her decision to resume her scheduled activities as well as the claims that she hasn’t moved on from the fact that her beloved partner is no longer around.
According to the “Ingkar” singer, “Some people may not understand the process I had to go through and the choices I made. It’s okay, they don’t have to. Sometimes they just forget; I’m a human too. I can also be sad and hurt when judged by others.”
Despite that, BCL assured everyone that she will continue to rise and grow stronger in order to fulfil her responsibility as a mother to her one-and-only son, Noah. Although the “Habibie & Ainun” actress admitted that she’s not strong enough to live without Ashraf by her side, she is determine to rise up for the sake of her family and friends.
If you’re ready to bawl your eyes out, watch the full clip here:
BCL also didn’t forget to thank those who have been very supportive of her journey and understood her situation.